perhaps

perhaps i should not be sitting here waiting to get on a plane to ireland -
prehaps i should have gone home instead -
perhaps i should not worry about it at all -
perhaps i should not have planned the trip at all -

perhaps i will have a great time -
perhaps i will regret my decision to go -
perhaps i will not enjoy the trip -
perhaps i will never come back -

perhaps we should have done a bit more planning -
perhaps we should have a place to stay booked for tonight -
perhaps we are underestimating driving on the "other side of the street" -
perhaps we are going to stumble upon an amazing "planning be damned" trip -

perhaps i should save my money -
perhaps i should quit my job -
perhaps i should move out of LA -
perhaps i should just shut the hell up, finish my days work, get on a plane, have a great trip, worry but not too much and just get on with it.

***in Ireland, i don't know where i'll be so i can't tell you how to find me...back on sunday***